I don't think so. I walked out from the environment that want me to hate my friends and my neighbors. I am that young pious Muslim Girl who walked out from the Mosque because she don't like what she's hearing. Since then I have not walked back. As far as I'm concern Islam has no place in me but I do not force others who choose to remain so. I still have brothers and sisters who are practicing Muslims. I do not instigate them to leave. As long as they are happy and they do not indulge in my own spiritual practice, we have maintain a very warm relationship. I still spent the Hari Raya [ Adil Fitri ] with them and we go visiting our relative houses together as a family. They all know about it. My spiritual practice something personal to me. I don't like other dictating me what I should and should not believe in. If you find it hard to see my way then its nothing much I can do about it.
